What Draws Us Back

Combing the years for answers
Something, helping me find
what I thought was lost
that turned out never to exist
in the first place

This backward-looking
Far more than nostalgia
Closer, perhaps, to an obsession
Clinging to old feelings
still looking for a home

Deep down, I know
there is no going back, yet
even deeper down I know
I want to go back
just to come back around again

What haunts me, drives me–
back to events, people and places
more imagined than real, and
even more ineffable today
than what I thought was real back then

My obsession, an equal longing
for what is deeply simple, within grasp
and what is inaccessible and totally illusive
like the light from a distant star
taking years to reach us

Yet, it is this light
keeping me awake nights
It is this light
coming from so very far
stirring me back in time

7 thoughts on “What Draws Us Back

  1. Aurora: Thanks so much. And so life seems to us at times.

    Dan: Thanks. Great talking with you today!

    polona: Thank you. Glad you enjoyed this poem.

  2. i am so in tune with this one
    as you say – it is more than nostalgia
    what has been helps to decode and enrich what is and has yet to be
    lovely write don
    thank you

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