It rained this weekend, again
I wanted sunshine
In the yard, in my life
I didn’t curse God
I just felt sorry for myself
Too much rain in my life
Too many days without sunshine
Too many things slipping through my fingers
Lost and wasted chances
Spilling on the floor
Cluttering my life
Like the dump where we shot rats
When I was a boy with hope, and dreams
It’s not the rain that bothers me
It’s the dreariness, the gloom
The heavy gray clouds pinning me to the muddy earth
Covering up the dream I hoped could be my life
Poetic Alchemist 
Done I can truly relate to your poem.I want sunshine in my life together with the rain.Just rain is not enough.I have not stopped by here in a long time.How are you.
I hear you again.